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oc time again. heres atlas, being dramatic and moody as always
#obsessed with him.#oc#ocs#atlas#cmdonovann#anyway. look at his THIGHS.#gay for my own ocs moment.#there IS symbolism here. no i will NOT explain it.#youll just have to figure it out
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If the world was ending I'd wanna be next to you. If the party was over, And our time on Earth was through, I'd wanna hold you just for a while, And die with a smile. If the world was ending I'd wanna be next to you.
Very sane and normal fanart for a friend's AU/iteration. These guys are the worst I hate them. They're so fucked up.
(not a ship...)
#i cant believe i have to add the 'not a ship' disclaimer#it's not theyre just stupid and fucked up please#iykyk#not @ing the au blog directly bc if yall wanna get the context youll have to figure it out yourself fdhsfdgsfs work for it#<3#phy's sketchbook#art#tmnt#shredded descent#tmnt iteration#tmnt au#tmnt raphael#tmnt leonardo
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Sonic Chronicles is always going to be one of my Sonic games. Like, none of the other narratives have gripped me as much as this game did. You get to go on an epic space adventure?! And there's this cool girl called Shade? And the dialogue is really funny? And Shadow is in this and written really well?! Sign me up!
#i have been trying to figure out why this game is so cherished to me and truly its in the narrative#you and your friends exploring unknown alien worlds and struggling to get back home ooooh i love it#and shadow is somehow better written in this than games that came out after this#in this one he literally only cares about finding omega and i like that shadow reluctantly joins the group just for that#he cares so much about his friend!!! and rouge is like yo you better find omega sonic#anyway this game has reasons to be disliked sure but i really wish more people would give this game a fair shot without biases#if you like pokemon and are good at turn based combat then youll do great in this game!#shade the echidna#sonic chronicles#sonic chronicles the dark brotherhood#sonic#sonic fanart#shade the echidna fanart#sonic the hedgehog#my art#digital
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Been thinking about Marshall and Lime, and im not sure if perhaps you havent already mentioned it:
Does being a white or black canvas doesnt make them part of a magic community by default/at birth?? (Putting aside the special force smth of m34, and any witches and guilds and etc.)
thats a good question!!! its a bit of a gray area (ba dum ts 🥁), in my head i always considered "being a member of the magic community" as having something that makes you like. not a normal human. like having some kind of magic or being a spirit/monster/cryptid/etc!!
for black and white canvases, theres nothing inherently special about them besides the level of their magic resistance..,,everyone has some level of resistance, they are just the most extreme levels, but i dont think having it is considered any kind of special magic power or sets you too far apart from other humans!!
for a black canvas its being a part of a guild/the m-34th is what makes you part of the magic community!! the m-34th has nothing inherently magic but since they involve themselves so much in police-ing the magic community they are by and large considered a part of it
for a white canvas its actually incredibly hard to get involved with the magic community i feel... mostly for this reason: a lot of the community hides behind some kind of masking spell-- witches use the mob spell, the merchant uses...something, sulluvan only appears to those who he wants to, but all of it has its roots in "using magic to conceal yourself from the world," and the less resistance you have the less you're able to break from that!! essentially, a white canvas is the most magic-gullible type LOL!! contrast this to a black canvas where you couldnt use a masking spell around them if you tried your best, theyd see right through it
im actually not sure how marshall even ends up being part of the m-34th and gets involved anyway...his pipeline into the magic community must have been someone directly pulling him in and getting him straight to the m-34th because theres no way he couldve gotten in organically the way lime did, he would just be going about his merry way...
#but anyway!!! i never considered them organically a part of the magic community!!#good question though!!!#white canvases are so much more rare than black canvases#just because they either sponge up the illusion magic and dont question shit#or if they get involved they tend to die easy LOL#marshall operates on pure determination and probably spite#in a beta idea marshall has an older brother in the higher ranks of the m-34th and hes determined to be better than him no matter what#which is how he gets involved in the first place#they have a bad relationship#the kind of thing where its like (youll never be a part of this organization as a white canvas just go home and give up)#so he goes to great lengths to prove him wrong#finds a better big brother relationship with lime <3333#marshall must also be crazy smart to figure out ways to 1) get himself into the m-34th and 2) pass all their training and exams#while openly admitting he is a white canvas#and doing it faster than lime#while secretly managing to secure potions and using them without anyone finding out
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do you write fic on ao3?
unfortunately for everyone involved i do!
#ask#and if youre wondering about my handle i write on anon so its doesnt particularly matter (shrugs)#and also i think its pretty easy to figure out which fics ive written because i want to makeout mad sloppy style with an em dash#anyways (waves offhandely) it doesnt really matter much because i have like posted an ss on here before so you know#its not like im trying to hide it like eh#but also because of my disposition that would put a tranced rabbit to shame i dont exactly yell it from the hilltops either#the moral of the story is if you ask me what im working on ill yap about it maybe like post an excerpt#and months later youll find something posted on anon and youll be like oh! so they finally posted it!#so to spare you all (lies on my tummy like we're at a sleepover and giggles) you wanna hear what im working on#haha of course you do youre a prisoner in my yap box#and i want an excuse to talk about it hidden in the tags so people skim over it and not read it <3#SO the earliest wip is from like early october about a magical realism au because i rewatched lwa as i usually do and well theres this one#ep about a magical animal if you will... and you can kinda guess what it is from that lol its sashaforsyekky#because the dreaded @/tungpin infected me with the brainworms about this trio specifically#and it really is ekky going 🥺 at whatever sashaforsy have (persumably) got going on woe is him its at 5k rn but uh ive stalled progress#because puppyekky has consumed my every thought which leads me to my second wip that ive been labouring over since the start of october#that also just broke 5k and not even remotely done lol whoops but its puppy ekky in a team environment with a heavy emphasis on the euros#rn there are scenes scrabbled out with sasha (multiple) mikksy luosty lundy and forsy. i know i have an idea for bobby.#and really lets see where the muse takes us i have vague ideas that are mmmhmm but we'll see when we get there!#the third one isnt the most likely to get finished but uh it is sashamaffhew global series stuff because it stemmed from#“it really is funny that sasha is treating the finland trip like he knocked up a girl#and is trying to make her meet his parents so it doesnt feel like a shotgun wedding when he you know marries her to take responsibility“#and i just think a maffhew pov with that thought in mind because of the whole touchy at e11even thing is funny to me like think mundane#slice of life oh i feel like im being wined and dined i hope i dont fuck it up jfc i think im fucking it up oh god this feels romantic#anyways it feels remotely ooc to me and it really was more of like a writing break from the wips stated above so (shrugs)#might not see the light of day but its 2k as of now so i do feel its a shame if i dont /try/ to finish it you know? its just low priority#anyways thats my writing check in and i am a prisoner to my own mind i will go insane haha these wont be published anytime soon#because i am slow and get distracted soooo easily so you know <3
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Small wxs edit I made some while ago for ur enjoyment while I recover
#the translations are as accurate as i could figure them out for them to still make sense l#not a professional translator or anything#this song has just been rotating in my head for wxs for a while so i just had to make it#i have no idea how to make edits its just the Vibes (tm)#this song also has the great line of “someday youll have to choose; to be or to have” and that's just so rui#“you wont fool time”#but i didnt have ideas how to incorporate the whole verse to the edit so i only did the chorus#song “biegnij przed siebie” by anna wyszkoni#prsk#prsk edit#?#wxs#wonderlands x showtime#tenma tsukasa#kamishiro rui#kusanagi nene#ootori emu#kerizart#i can tag that as art right?
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i’m so genderqueer i got mistaken for a man AND a woman by the same guy
#he was like “you’ll never be a man you’re just crossdressing as one”#and i was like “okay? i’m not a man”#and then he was immediately like “well YOULL NEVER BE A WOMAN”#i hadn’t figured out my gender identity back then so i guess i have this random transphobe to thank for making me realize#queer#lgbt#lgbtq#lgbtqia#lgbtq community#genderqueer#non binary#nonbinary#androgynous#trans#transgender#lgbtq+#pride month#trans pride#lgbt pride#pride 2024#queer pride#queer community#tw transphobes#tw transphobia
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genuinely, how do you learn to cope with the idea you'll have mental health issues for the rest of your life? how to you learn to find peace with the fact that rock bottom is always going to be just around the corner and theres nothing you can really do to stop it?
#i guess this is rhetorical but also if you have genuine tips i probably do want to hear them#im trying to adopt a 'be happy now because youll be sad later' attitude but some days its so hard to deal with the idea ill never be fully#in control. ill never be fullt stable. something will always set me off. ill always downswing#im at peace with the idea that whatevers wrong in my head is for life i just need to figure out how to be content knowing itll always be#bad again.#id like it to be easier#nyxtalks#idk stupid shit sent me panicking and the lingering effects have me catastophising and near crying about things that literally dont exist#its just in my head. i am seeing something that isnt there and i must remind myself that#and this is by no means a bad day in the scheme of things for me either#i just had a few awful thoughts#but it reminds me of how bad i get#idk its not that serious its fine#im gonna. maybe try and find something positive in the world now and stop thinking things that arent even true
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Aoetic desecration and S.O.S both having this rising section of guitar, but in AD it ends after just a few rounds whereas in S.O.S it just keeps climbing and climbing and climbing higher and higher; and the way that section version of that guitar section puts me in mind of the visuals of Nathan climbing that hill during Knubbler's training, making it feel as if S.O.S is triumphant not effortlessly but with great effort and exertion to keep rising and not falling- because failing or giving up is easier sometimes but that doesn't make it the right thing to do, same as sometimes persevering and succeeding and doing the right thing is sometimes hard fucking work but that doesn't make it worthless or not something you should do.
This isn't a hidden theme, its just textual it's literally what Nathan's arc entails, i'm not saying anything big nor smart lol- but i do just like how narratively the instrumentals of the movies music drive the movies themes home too in this way! It adds so much more to feel and sink your teeth into when it comes to this plotline about him having to put the effort in to be a better person and to grow and do the right thing instead of just resorting to giving up or falling back on old habits and what he knows and does best!!
#jay talkin#metalocalypse#army of the doomstar#aotd spoilers#i care him so fucking much i do i cant deny it and this movie is my fuckin everything#im so tired i got no idea if im making sense rn im rlly just saying shit. anyway. aotd fucking good#n also hey w the themes around nathans wellbeing in this movie i also fuckin connect to like#IDK. IN A METAPHORICAL SENSE BEING A GUY IN A SIMILAR POSITION B4. LESS APOCALYPTIC BUT YKNOW#yyouuuu can see some of this to be abt recovery to and doing better and it makes it feel like. acknowleged that YEAH ITS FUCKING HARD#and i like that triumphant feeling of 'we have to keep fighting. its fucking hard and youll want to give up but we have to' IDK ITS GOOD#DUNNO. s'not intentional probably but i can see smth thats meaningful to me personally in there#not coherent enough to figure this personal feeling out rn maybe ill ruminate and type it out another time. im tired.
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clash team is being insane so until further notice they're my ocs now
#toontown#ttcc#toontown corporate clash#im not tagging the chars or art tag this is a shitty scribble idc enough lol#uh there is a point to this post tho.#just to say i am aware of the shit coming out abt the ttcc team#and uh its pretty deplorable !#that being said i am gonna post abt the characters#but i have no support for the team in regards to the situation lol#until they figure it out cathal and graham are my adopted sons#btw if u dont know what happened#u can literally just. look at ttcc tag on tumblr or twitter youll find stuff lol
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how did you guys move in together? I’m also in a long distance relationship and I wish I could just be with them all the time but it’s hard
ohhh Honestly i feel our situation is really unique and somewhat unconventional and we are super lucky that it worked out this way but i aaaammm just moving in with him and his family since he was still living at home! truthfully i came to visit (it was supposed to be just a couple of months) and im just... not leaving.. and staying here until him and i can move into our own house! its definitely not as easy as it sounds and was a big decision and we have to work a lot of stuff out and its not something even i thought id be able to do and i know many people wouldnt have this situation like at all but this is how its working best for us right now :) sorry i cant help out more its seriously crazy to me still and im really lucky to be in this position where i just didnt have to leave and we dont have to be apart anymore and have a stable place to live together until we can figure things out better and find our own place which would have been a lot more complicated if i still lived sooo far and if i had to figure everything out over there instead of just doing it in the same state and living in the same house already.. but! i know its possible to do it differently its definitely more complex and a different process / might take more time but its not impossible and is worth it all if you can do it and be together :) i wish you the best with everything and hope you find your way <3 itll be okay and everything will work out how its supposed to ❤︎
#what used to be our biggest issue was just like. how to plan ahead for getting a house for us up here with me so far away and with his job -#and the current housing market and how its insaaaneeee and you need to be together and work together to find a good place for you guys -#so i think thats one of the biggest issues with moving in with someone when youre long distance.. definitely a process and something youll#have to work out and figure out and plan a lot with... im not sure exactly what your guys' situation is but save up either way if you can <
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Is mosh-mosh going ti stay around on the blog?
Oh yea definitely
I've been having a lot of fun drawing mosh-mosh in no small part because what they represent for me
It's a bit uhhh, personal and is mostly relevant to my mutuals and other friends I made...
so I'll put it in the tags Incase you don't want to read
#asks#mosh-mosh#self sona#clown sona#jester propaganda#art#my art#ok so you're reading the tags now let me figure out to format this#in shirt mosh mosh is based off how i used to feel#if you look back at some of my really old art like when i first became a part of the yadc fandom#youll notice yhat i draw myself and short chibi crying and anxious a lot its already been established that i draw my hight depending on how#confident i feel so you can imagine the mental state i was in... what changed? i made friends i moved out of a toxic household a lot change#but mainly the friends part i met you guys and i started having fun with art again not just as an escape... mosh mosh represents how i was#while moshi is how i am now... i can look back at how far ive come and instead if feel embarrassed i can accept it thats why mosh mosh look#so similar we're technically ghe same person just at different stages... and i dont know how i would have made it this far without you all#thank you rabid día bunsowo for being my friends and all the other amazing artists ive met along the way this has been an amazing experienc#so far and i cant wait to see how far we all grow#moshie Os
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Called my aunt to wish her a happy birthday and we spent an hour discussing what I was doing with my life 😭
#my uncle wants me to go get a PhD in quant or finance or information systems and then become a professor#OR#be a lawyer or a dentist#the PhD thing was very specifically catered when I was like 👉🏽👈🏽 I wanna teach#none of those things sound all that appealing..#space law Has Potential#but I think it would make me want to rip my hair out#they were both like. you have two years but then figure your life out by then#and then they were like. what is ur cousin doing. has he proposed yet#and I was like ??? it hasn’t even bee n a year?? I think they’re going to Japan#and oopsies apparently he had not told them they were going to Japan#my bad#after I. very reasonably said it makes sense to wait 2-3 years#he went ‘what is there going to be left to talk about then. life is all downhill from there. might as well get married now’#and. I’ve never ever ever heard that from a human being before#WHAT DO U MEAN YOULL RUN OUT OF THINGS TO TALK ABOUT#I could never#anyways love having my existential crises exacerbated by familial interactions#they just Say Things#I need to study. I’m gonna go do that maybe#actually no I want to complain more. my uncle keeps saying that the problem with space is that there’s only a few cities that work on it.#and that’s gonna limit my choice of partner#(so funny how they say partner. they are very homophobic and have no idea or they’d go THE MAN YOU MARRY like my mother does)#I feel like space is growing…#altho I’m sure that’s what people thought in the 60s and 70s and 80s and 90s#idk some of these bitches have been around since like the 70s and 80s and 90s#so it’s not like they all got fired immediately#my dental hygienist was telling me space was great until Obama slashed the budget#I didn’t have anything to say back considering I was 8 when he was elected and know v little about his policies#anyways. this is a psa to not call ur relatives even to wish them happy bday because then they’ll trap u in conversation and make u question
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Thought about Starleon for too long LET ME OUT
#stars genuine interest in and respect for the black arms and their culture and such things#EVEN DOLEON HIMSELF who he clearly despises having around. it kind of just. shocks and confuses him. a little. what does he want out of him#he doesnt want anythinggggg........just to know how you function and think and live and exist thats all#lmao no youll have to BEG for answers (doleon just really likes attention.)#(starlines interest in everything about him and his past and such things is soooo fun) hes not saying anythingggg~#and GOOD. star would love to figure that out for himself. to starline doleon being DOLEON is something to be decoded.#hes just one big enigma. every little part of him#doleon doesnt exactly understand how star functions either. not being able to comprehend his actions his behaviors or the ways he goes abou#star always being vague. not knowing drives doleon CRAZY and he knows that 😭 doleon is well aware this guy has that power over him >:(#SINCE WHEN DID SOMEONE HAVE POWER OVER *HIM??* he hates this guy so much dear supreme...still interesting how he managed to do that tho....#THE POINT IS. they both fascinate one another in different ways. in the strangest of ways. theyre similar and different at the same time#idk why thats just soo good to me (i made them tf up)#THEY MAKE ME INSANE FOR NO GOOD REASON#theyre so extra (/pos)#starleon
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Hey, yall!! Gonna be changing my blog name! Nothing big, but since my main is @microwavedfishsticks , I wanna change this blog name just so my blog titles have some sort of relation to each other, and perhaps it's easier for others than just trying to remember "oh random user is actually random selfshippers main account!"
So I'm changing this blogs name to microwavetoaster-selfships! Plus, that way if someone can't remember my user for whatever reason they at least can go off of "microwave"
Gonna touch up my main blogs pinned as well if that matters at all to the peeps here😅
#am i over thinking all of this? mayhaps. but I've been wanting to do it in case it benefits someone at all#technically my user DOES have a lore to why it matches my main but it was like a meme between me and an old friend#but i liked the meme a lot and still do so i kept it#it was an image of a toaster captioned as “microwave” and for some reason some people actually mistook my pfp as a microwave#or maybe autism not reading queues was going crazy. but yea#ANYWAY. I dont change blog user a lot or really ever so i hope everyone sees this or theres no confusion since its not too big of a change!#plus i like those blogs where they all have the same sort of matching titles. i dunno#i will miss my toaster-selfships user a little tbh#i change my discord one billions of times and pfp cause normally it's really easy to figure out who is who just by clicking on the chat-#-and reading previous messages. plus youre normally not surfing through so many chats at once like with blogs#and youll probably remember them better anyway cause of having a convo with them. ANYWAY#im yapping far too much for this
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this might be the most ambitious perspective ive done and its not even that damn hard. its literally just the foot/leg looking bigger. anyways sequal (AND TRIQUAL) for that little dust thingy i drew because i cannot make content of one mtt member and not the rest. here are my absolutely shitty sketches! theyre actually so bad its literally just a stick figure i dont know how i always turn this into art
and then i have a cute idea for a comic for dream and then a little thingy thingy for nightmare too. jk au RULES i have SO much motivation for drawing. me when i get to draw the cute adorable sweet things my heart ACHES for
#jk fashion au after being my muse#maybe its just because i get to draw girls. maybe its just that#MAYBE. who knows. but what i do know is i absolutely love drawing skirts#the pleats are SO FUN everyone needs to draw a pleated skirt once in their lifetime i swear#maybe ill figure out how to make the skirt spread out more and lay on the sparkle shape#i can totally pull it off trust. with this perspective itll be okay trust#killer looks so damn cocky in that one i love it. yesss girl you are an INFLUENCER 💜#i have to go on ANOTHER like 24 hour long road trip so if i dont end up sleeping the entire way through this is what i'll be working on#oops horror character analysis.... oops dust translation..... youll be finished later im sorry#I HAVE FREE WILL!!!! I CAN POST WHAY I WANT YESN!!!! i dont have to be stuck to canon.....#i say as i immediately go back to posting about canon#anyways jk fashion au is like my little break from reality canon where everything is perfect and life is good#tricule rant
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